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Thursday, May 24
9:36 PM

i wan get a digicam!! but hav absolutely no idea wad to look out for.. =/ anyone out there can help me??hee

getting really lazy to blog.. -.-

chewy..sry i wasn't a good host tt day when u n joy came over to bake cheesecake.. but i'm really glad tt u love the cake YOU bake!! hope ricky, and joy loves it too! =P

the 'born to rule' bk has been out fer a month..if ur dun make the effort..i'll end up seeming too eager to write in it.. (which i do la..if ur are interested =S ) havent meet up for so long alr!! *humph* =(

i'm finally called for an interview for teaching!!!! nxt tues..thx fer all ur prayers..and pls cont to pray fer me =) thx!!

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Friday, May 11
9:43 PM

Yeh!! ryl’s exam over!! should b more relaxed for at least the next few weeks… *happie*

When will they contact me =S

I haven send yaya’s stuff over..always forget to bring em to the office.. argh.. sorry yaya..and I haven’t replied! *guilty*

Cruise doesn’t seem as fun anymore..the way daddy say it..bleargh..

icecream was esp nice.. my clumsiness and carelessness was horrendous!! Countless mishaps happened.. haha... and no laughing when I’m trying so hard to think of wad I wanted to say!! *humph* thx for waiting! decided to feel more happy thn bad abt it coz it’s prolly wad I want others to feel if I’m willing to wait.. yes..i enjoyed =)

mother’s day coming!! I need inspiration.. duno wad to get this yr.. no time left! ARGH!!

I finally got to know the story (his past) from him personally.. although I knew since pri2 (ok..i’ve said this few times..) but it was just my own observations (smart rite?) and she cmf-ed it when I was pri4..but nv once has he mentioned to us personally..always wondered how long will he take so that I can listen to his side of his story.. yep.. so he talked abt it finally on our way der.. a little..but I shuld b contented la.. I’m still assured tt he stil loves us a lot..despite having the other 2 =)

pls dun b upset.. i din know u’d be SO offended.. it’s not U.. I really understood perfectly when u explained over the phone..i even helped to explain to them =( I knew how much u wanted to be present!! I’m so so really sry..i really didn’t mean it..we are daughters who are so willing to die for our parents..of course I know u won’t let them do tt la! Hmm..it din occur to me tt u’d be affected..i know it hurts..[wei..i was too ok.. =( erm..but tt’s not the point].. yeh..i’m just happie it’s cleared. a lil misunderstanding won’t ruin our strong r/s =P *yeh*

SIMPLY BREAD ~ peanut better and banana =P <--nice!! but too sweet for lunch though

Phantom was a GREAT play! I’m just so amazed by the way they change their scenes..settings.. props and costume were so grand looking.. really pretty! They’ve even got live musicians playing under the stage! I think.. coz I noticed a conductor standing somewhr in front of the stage.. at first I tot she was conducting the actors on stage (when they sing la)..which was ridiculous coz they were not even looking at her.. and their singing was fantastic!! If onli I can sing with tt power.. haha.. But I dun lik the parts when they scream instead of sing -.- (pain to the ears) and we were quite high up =( with my pathetically small eyes.. quite diff to watch..was leaning over the railing thing most of the time.. grace even got binoculars from the ppl selling there.. it was a pleasant surprise to see yen and marker at marina b4 the play! =P I wasn’t late wad…=) anw.. thx grace for watching with me!! It’s her loss for not wanting to take responsibilities when it comes to frenship I guess..we cnt do ath about it =) u stil hav me!! Huggies! (^^,)

Grace..i want the doughnuts from doughnut factory too =( *envious* haha ..whyy wun the other people stop liking the doughnuts..so tt i can finally go buy again =(

sleepy at work (@.@)

I loved the ecard! =P

Daddy hasn’t been feeling well for the past few days..i’m just so glad tt he’s well now.. I won’t complain if he dumps me more of his work.. =)

Teaching science was so interesting!! heh.. one of my student suggested giving them quiz at the back part of the lesson.. =) and i did!! [I’m still learning..] hui eng’s 6yr old brother has such a sweet tongue..tsk tsk.. he’s really cute!! Whenever he comes to the rc to wait for his sister with his mum of course.. he’ll bring along a sticker for me!! Like just bring a piece whr he sticks on the tip of his finger..Haha.. 6yr old onli lei.. and the way he talks.. soo cute!! Estee!! i think u’ll like him too!!heh..

the 3 of us bought mummy 3 super roses (think tt's wad it's called)..ha..so PRETTY!! i choose de..of course nice (^^,)

thx ping for coming all the way just to pei me get contacts =P we so bu she de leave..say bye le..thn rem got sth to say..thn say bye again..thn wil rem sth else..ya..so end up 'bye-ing' fer like more thn 5 times..

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Monday, May 7
10:19 PM

Din go fer sunday school coz ryl needed my help..hope estee took notes.. =P

Went to celebrate grace’s bday in the late afternoon!! ting and gwen cldn’t make it!! *rawr!* quite saddening..=( it’s like we only meet up 6 times a year..and everyone doesn’t make the effort to turn up..u know if ur guilty or not ar.. *disappointed* whyy muz ting injure her leg and whyy muz gwen’s work place suddenly have event?? marker was almost bursting when she heard not all can turn up again..so cute la..always have to try “lower her volume” when we’re tgt (~~,) got grace a fossil wallet..headache! duno which one she’ll like.. but..U STILL GOTTA USE IT!! We don’t care!! heh..the fossil paper bag is so pretty! =)

Went to NYDC fer dinner! The pasta’s so NCIE! I seldom eat pasta..always tot pastas were disgusting coz I had some bad experiences with pasta..heh..three amigos (duno spelling correct or not) was SO DELICIOUS! I stil din get to try the mudpie..*sniffs* the last few times go der..oso din try..nvm.nxt time go just to try the mudpie..heh =) after tt we went to a place with tables n chairs (ok weird description) to cut cake (ching baked it for grace!) coz the evil nydc din allow us to cut cakes tt are not bought from them =S ching!!hope u din hurt urself too badly =( poor girl.. grace was sharing abt her complicated er….fren.. I’m quite against the idea of trying...even though ching thinks otherwise.... =(

Din go hooters coz since onli left 4 of us..wun b as fun.. ching n I wanted to try hooters coz ching said the ppl there will make the birthday girl do stupid things.. sorta celebrate her bday fer her..and although the girls there are dressed in like “fbt shorts and singlet” <-- quoted from ching.. I think it’s ok wad..not like they’ll do anything funny to the customers..plus we’re all girls..tot it wldn’t really matter..but marker din hav a good impression of hooters..and was rather violently objecting to going to that place..can understand la..and I’m not saying u cannot behave tt way k? =) after all the bad comments on tt place..inevitable la =) mayb tt’s why I wanted to go..(of coz not to see the girls la.. -.- madness) more of I wanted to see how is the place really like and see if I’ll get the, “YUCK! Dun ever go to that place” feeling..ha.. call me weird..i dun really mind..heh

I think my application is so screwed up =( stil waiting for their reply.. didi never fails to make me feel better..about anything (esp random whines..) seriously =) even though I know it’s not true or he’s just saying it to TRY make me feel better..*deceptions* join dragon boat la! Not like u don’t have the strength.. and even if u THINK u don’t have enuff str..u can always go train since u like to gym so much! Practically half ur life is spent in the gym la! ok..exaggerating.. =P

Save me!! I’m so tempted to buy numbers!! Gambling la.. I don’t like gambling..i’m psycho-ed by my parents not to gamble..they are SCARILY protective when it comes to gambling..n I only played cards in front of them during CNY gatherings this yr..(and I’m like 19!!dun laugh at me..but I dun mind la..) we grow up having a bad impression of gambling..coz of relatives who ended up quite horribly coz of gambling..BUT!! the ppl at my work place never fails to buy 4D or TOTO..or wadever..and it’s like a kind of ritual thing whr they’ll buy numbers EVERYDAY!! and it’s really bad influence!! Esp when they win money!! *heart itchy* Liyue HELP!!!! <-- dearest dgl has this ability to talk me out of things..i’m sure u duno rite?? or din realize..opens my eyes in a way =)

Stickers keeps the children in their seats! The kids at my khatib tuition class can be really naughty and playful!! They will randomly come up to the whiteboard to draw!! =S but I still love them! sometimes I wished tuition classes could last longer instead of just 1 and a half hour =( shall take a pic of them and put up here someday (^^,) but..there are those who drives u up the wall..and u won't know wad to do with em.. =/

Whee.. cannot wait for 10th of june.. (I duno cmf or not..) aunt bringing me along for a cruise trip!! Hope ryl can make it =P Short 2 days trip onli la..but..BETTER thn nth!! =) miss the cruise..can be small and sian..but..at least I get to do nth for at least 2 days!! *happie*

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It’s has never been so difficult to buy something.. there has never been so many factors that I have to consider!! *headache*

Xuan wen was suggesting a hide n seek stay over at her hse this coming Friday..think abit too sudden..duno if it’ll be successful..heh..but it’ll be fun!! =) but I also want to tag along to pulau ubin!! I’ve never been there before!! I wan to cycle! but corli says there is no proper ‘road’ to cycle on..and I’m a NOT v good cyclist =( *humph* ECP!! (thinks of mystified’s FIRST AND LAST outing tgt =/ )

Marker!! i love the hp strap thing!! (chip n dale!) so bu she de use..as usual la..sorry for late reply =( why u so blur!! bring wrong memory card..tot I could see the pics *whines* yeh..and we shared good food =) even when it’s not the 15th!

Whee..this Thursday’s coming!! I cannot wait to watch Phantom!!!!!

I’m gonna talk bad abt u now..heh.. shopping for chocolate chip at market place and brown sugar at Carrefour was interesting..a foreign place fer me..coz I seldom go to these places to buy baking ingredients..stil cldn’t find your ‘half and half’ =/ was sharing yami yogurt..( first time trying it!! nice!! ) and muz u insist in throwing away the spoon?? *Humph* (green colour somemore! k..tt’s besides the point la..) but I wanted to keep it lor..(I keep nonsense -.- ).. and it’s the first time I walk suntec for SO looooooong.. so many rounds.. u r patient can =) I think I know the place quite well now..heh..and I’m not a ‘street idiot’! k! (I think tt’s the word u used la..) *humph* just not familiar with the place wad =( oh..this is random but I suddenly rem the glass window u asked me to look at.. *simple pleasures* hope u like the aeroplane..*grins* and the chocs! so greedy! give u one box u wan take the 4 boxes package!! Anw..thnx for…many many things..heh! (^^,) <-- the happiest facial expression tt I can come up with alr k.. =)

Forgot to pass the SPEIAL lolly to yuyu to pass to ceeh =( hey girl..thanks for listening to my whines that day..heh..or rather reading..

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Tuesday, May 1
8:05 PM

kaya toast with mummy dearest at home (^^,)

SPIDERMAN3 with ceeh!! really nice show!! must watch =) few times i felt like slapping spiderman can..so..big-headed =S poor MJ ='( anw..ceeh!! i reali enjoyed our $1-outing!! hehe..sHh.. i'll take care of tt pink heart thing u made =) so swt of u!! and i wasn't late!! but u were stil earlier thn me =( glad i was able to catch up with u today.. *looking at the unglam pics* study hard ya? it's already may!u need me to study with u just let me know ya??i really dun mind just sitting there with u =)

met rosemary, xuanwen n yonghan at harbourfront station.. =)

had lunch with liyue!! =) mos (^^,) *yeh..got my coffee milkshake!!* we actually sat there and talk for like...how long was it??2hrs plus!! she was telling me about the family trees..who's related to who at church.. and she keep saying.. "so if u wan join in the fun marry into the big family!!" -.- cannot stand her..haha.. really had a great time just talking to her..

saw yingfeng outside PS!! (pri sku bestie-p4) heh..caught up a lil.. warm feeling..wished i cld stay there to talk longer.. =(

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Sunday, April 29
7:58 PM

i like small fonts..sorry yaya..u use magnifying glass k?? large fonts make my blog look quite ridiculous =S hor?? *nods nods*

klunched with liyue and estee!! =P my com not co-operating.. stil cnt post pics =( estee's missing singing alr!haha.. yeh!! and we're supposed to b honoured coz liyue actuall sang..must be ziqiang always hogging the mic la!! ha.. really enjoy that session =) and liyue's really sweet..thankful to have such a loving dgl (^^,) i appreciate that sweet note..ALOT!!

does the past really matter..cnt help it =/ felt weird all over after i heard tt phrase =( BLEARGH! finally understand how ryl has been feeling =S

whee..watching spiderman3 with ceeh dearest!! havent been to movie premier b4..so quite excited..heh.. u better reply my letter! *angry!* how many MONTHs alr u tell me..

i knew gwen would fail me.. so glad i called her.. =) thx girl!! i'll show u a pic when i'm done..but..up til now..i havent really really decide wad to do lei..bleargh..

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Tuesday, April 24
10:04 PM

maintaining a strong relationship requires the efforts of both person involved.. i'm talking about friendship actually.. coz i met CHING! my fav pinky fren =) i think the last time i saw her was, during the release of the A's? FEB! or was it early mar? she was such a great listener.. and i'm so glad we managed to share alot =) she's still as bimbotic..haha.. but she's smart la..is there a name for smart bimbos?? hmm..

yeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ava!! i'm finally gonna watch phantom of the opera!! *happie!* yeh!!!!! she's so sweet coz she lent me her P.O.T.O. cd!! of course tt's not the onli reason la..heh

after the conversation.. i felt so stressed..actually kinda scared..dun ask me why..it's as if there are so many expectations that i have to meet..and i'll nv be up to that standard.. gotta be careful.. i guess all that i can do now is bury it..the deeper the better...

give me all the patience, strength and determination that i'll ever need =/

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Monday, April 23
2:36 PM

i think today's the most relaxed day i've ever had since a loooong time.. watching Monsters Inc. made me happy! and i'm glad i was able to let it out to someone..have been wanting to talk about it..but i'm just not good at expressing myself properly i guess..and i usually stop talking about sth when i sense 'boredom' from any of my listener.. =/ mayb that's whyy i like writing letters and bloggin? i get to talk..i mean type or write all i want..ranting on wadever i want..and i dun havta bother if anyone's bored..coz.. the veh most they don't read onli lor..i stil get to say my piece.. yujian was online.. and i'm glad he listened..i mean read.. =) *thx!* i shall paste it here coz i'm too lazy to explain evithing again.. heh

hav been so....drained the pass few weeks
parents...
it's like...i've got so much to do during the wkdays..admin til 5.30.. tuition at khatib 2times a week..tuition neighbour 2times a wk..
any other free time i hav..my sis and bro will ask me fer help too..
dun hav time fer myself..or my parents la..
thn sat and sun are the onli 2 free days i hav..sat usuall i go fer yf..sunday til 1plus i got sunday sku..
so i kinda spend quite lil time at home..
parents keep saying i treat the hse as hotel again..
and it's not like i want to teach so much lor!! helping sis n bro is..must help de rite..
the other 2 tuition is my parents want me to teach..say will get more exp..
and now they complain that i'm spending too lil time at home
few times because they say tt i REALLY felt like saying them..but..like not v nice oso..
so i feel quite..erm...constipated kinda feeling..
*sniffs* and my dad gave me some other work to do.. he say since u so free keep going out on wkends..think u can help me with these..
and so..today i took off..to slack..partly also to finish the paper work..and prepare for my tuition class later..

really don't want to make it seem as though i take my parent's concern for granted.. i seriously don't.. =/

crying helps relieve stress i think =)

thankfully i got to enjoy myself during the wkend =) mahjong at chewy's hse was fun..poor ceeh was doin' wk.. it's the company rite girl?? hang on...dun give up yet!! u've come THIS far..

yf : capt's ball during yf..super small grp..but better.. more fun i guess.. i was the capt. (first time) heh..the chair's so scary..and adrian n (oh no..i duno how to spell the other guy's name) kept trying to scare me (pretends to knock against the chair i stood on) so that i won't pay attention to the ball =S went for dinner with em after tt.. we did so many weird stuff with our fingers, hand, face..it was hilarious..heh.. liyue said she made some observations and asked me a super weird, ( in her opinion 'cheeky' qns ) ..stil ask me THINK abt it.. (better not..find problem fer myself only).. and it's not like i've got not enuff qns to think abt..haha..

hardly talked to dearest marker.. =( and she's leaving this comin wed!! =/ *whines* hope japan will be memorable fer her =)

sunday service was..erm..i kept stoning..shucks..it's just too distracting to sit at the back =( sunday sku made me think..hmm..there's homework!

went to mit ping to do kat's stuff.. sorry girl, for being so impatient =( duno wad's wrong with me..but thx for being so understanding! *muacks!*

yeh...tml's tuesday!!and i'm gonna mit ching!!!!

it's raining now!! so comfy! *esp when i'm at home..grins*

don't think i should..but i like ur presence =/

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